perhaps someday .Mavis

2008-06-14T07:18:00.001-07:00

You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.

You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

Matters are not all that they would appear to be and you are critical of the existing conditions which you feel are confused and disorganised. You are therefore looking for a modus operendi which will simplify the situation so that you will be able to see the 'trees in the woods'.

2008-06-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

NEW BLOGGGGGGG , sorry cause of Dela . I 've to change it !
http://wishfullady.blogspot.com
ask me add you in ya? As it is a private bloggggggg ! :D

2008-06-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

Friday ling appeared at my house . HAHS ! called me and he is outside my house le.:D than he send me to sengkang . than went to Yuxiang house to "study" . okay lahs . ended up me and auntie sort of discussing about SEX ! lols . And yuxiang cute lil past ! and many things . AND both the mother and son made me addicted to audi ! i wan go lan and audi ! than went amk with ling to dinner .

Saturday went yishun golfing . fun ! i played 50 balls . HAHS ! had beer while golfing , was so damn afraid that i will drop down . or fly away like the golf balls . HAHS! i want that nike golf club !!!!

Sunday me and korkor is like going around like mad lahs . cooking food . :D saw henry kor . paiseh pangseh you . SORRY . than went chompchomp had dinner . AND HAD BEN& JERRY ! YUMMY !!!!!

Monday. went out with ling . watch kung fu panda . So ultra nice ! :D than went suntec have BEN&JERRY ! love it ! today walk around like siao . i am so tired lahs .

tuesday - ASK ME OUT LEYS !
wednesday - SENTOSA !
thurs - bugis night trip ! getting my eyelash !
fri - outing with shannon!
sat - Pubor bbq !
CREYSTAL YANG ! YOU SUCK !
my new blog is done ! :D
add me in shelbert_lemon@hotmail.com cos don feel like using my old account anymore . thanks:D will upload pics soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! :DDDDD cheers!

2008-06-04T21:18:00.000-07:00

UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ; requested by huiyi :D

hahas . What to update ?

Its REHEARSAL & REHEARSAL & REHEARSAL almost everyday !

BOOS!

Happy birthday Shunhai & Geraldine .

Best wishes ;DDDDDDD

hmmmmm , was taking photos yesterday and the day before !

Tired ~

Yes , i really am .

Some Bitch seriously sucks !

ehs please lahs , you are FAT !

lalalalalas~

Later going ACS! Boring ~ -.-"

HLJ IS FINALLY BACK ! IMISSYOULIKEKUKU CAN !

HAHAS !

ohs gosh , pubor birthday coming . haven buy gift for her . Hey guys any idea ?

LOLS ! heng , kup with korkor . Dont know he called me this morning for what .

BBQ ~ yeahs !

Currently enjoying the aircon in inno . Those pathetic guys are playing childish games ! lols

okays , i am childish too ! Splashing bron and running here & there . LOLS !

heys , huiyi i am just doing my job lahs . SOrrry !

perhaps having a new blog soon & only those peeps that i am close to will know :D

cheers !

2008-05-31T06:59:00.000-07:00

Yuxiang says e movie - hey ITS NOT ! lols
shili - hahas . thanks .
i don care e movie is nice - ITS NOT !
yuxiang - what an quan gan .
peggy - relinked :D

2008-05-29T01:13:00.000-07:00

Name the 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till you named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1 Shannon .Just text him this morning :D
2 Darling .Just text him not long ago :D
3 Yuxiang .Just chat with him not long ago :D
4 Henry Ang .Just text him not long ago :D
5 Peggy Ong .Just text her not long ago :D
6 Hui Yi .Just talk to her not long ago :D
7 Michelle .Just viewed her profile :D
8 Geraldine Yeo .Just chat with her on msn :D
9 Brandon .Hmmmm , donnoe why will think of him lehs . Perhaps cause of Henry ? :D
10 Darrel.Just saw his tag :D
11 Edmund .Just thought of cca ? :D
12 Sylvia .Just saw her pictures :D IMISSHER !
13 Thricia .Cause of sylvia ? :D
14 Geraldine Phoa .Just went to her blogggg :D
15 Revinesh .IMISSHIM , IMISSHIM , IMISSHIM ! :D
16 Yan Heng .Just saw him onlining .
17 Mrs Foo .Just dream of her ? :D
18 Cassandra .Saw her name on Geraldine 's blog :D
19 Daniel .IMISSHIM , IMISSHIM , IMISSHIM ! :D
20 Issac .Just saw him yesterday , he 's cute alright ! :D

How did you met 14?
GERALDINEPHOA
- Thru darling ? She is darling nuer .

What will you do if you don't meet 1?
SHANNONTEO
- Nothing ? LOLS .

What if 9 and 20 dated?
BRANDON ; ISSAC
- Hey ! Both of them are NORMAL okays .

Will 6 and 17 date?
HUIYI ; MRS FOO
- Erm Mrs Foo is already married ?.

Describe 3.
YUXIANG
- Cheerful , Smart and NICE :DDDDD

Is 8 attractive?
GERALDINEYEO
- YES ! SUPER ! ENVY SHUNHAI BA ! :DDDDDDDDDD

Describe 7
MICHELLE
- Pretty , Smart , Cheerful . :D

Know any of 12 family?
SYLVIA
- Yap . Her bro is my daddey :D

What will you do if 10 broke up?
DARREL
- Crapping will seriously cheer this guy up :D

What language does 15 speak?
REVINESH
- English ? At least to me lahs .

Who is 9 going out with?
BRANDON
- hmmmm. Ask Henry can . Idk .

How old is 16?
YANHENG
- 14 I AM SURE ! :D

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
THRICIA
- Million years ago ? lols

Who is 2's fav singer/band?
DARLING
- erm . i only know he likes one song very much . & I keep on deleting it ! HAHS . Britney -Sometimes :D

Will you ever like 4?
HENRY ANG
- Maybe . HAHS ! he cheers me up but scolds me too ! but i don think so lah . He is my korkor lehs . :D

Will you ever date 1?
SHANNONTEO
- Obviously no ? Unless scolding each other everytime we meet will create sparks ? But now , NO ! lols

Is 19 single?
DANIEL
- I don't know . maybe yes maybe no . lols .

What's 18 full name?
CASSANDRA
- Cassandra Chua Wen Ling .

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
EDMUND
- NO ! Besides he likes errrr hmmm . lols

What's the school of 3?
YUXIANG
- SengKang Secondary .

Where does 6 live?
HUIYI
- Near SKSS ? Lols

Favourite thing about 5 ?
PEGGY
- Her stupid Crapping . lols

ERM . I am lazy to tag people . So . Sorry guys ! Do it if you want it :DDDDDDDDDDD
AND PS ! I AM BOREDDDDDD !

Erin - yapyaps :D
Yuxiang say the movie is - no it sucks ! :D
Darrel - eeee . don like it . hmmm , any problem that my pictures under my tagboard . ??? lols
[B]abypf - link you when i am free kays . :D
Yuxiang - NO ITS NOT ! :D

Shannon i am still waiting for that day

2008-05-27T02:24:00.000-07:00

Sunday
Went out with ahkor to watch Indiana Jones .
NICENICE :D
before the show went to eat the we were agueing about teenagers workers . :D
than went to look for saosao sports shoe. Okay it cost abt $190 plus before the discount.
Than went to buy my havainnas . (seriously i dont know how to spell it)
I was in a dilemma on what colour to buy .
Orange , Blue , Green , or White .
In the end , i bought the Greeeeeen one . :D
I am like so f-ing heart pain . :(

beloved :D
than watch the show , eat dinner than home-ed . Home sweeeet home at 11 plus .

Monday .
Went out with Darrel & Yuxiang .
Overslept . SORRY !
than reach compass . Mrt -ed to vivo . Okays . i am like an idiot can .
The show SUCK ! boooos . ( no offence , yuxiang)
bens & jerry was delicious ! :D
than i punch darrel , his mouth bleed !
LOLS !!!!!
than went to meet ling , & he send me home . :DDD
quarrelled abit .
than sleep .
Cause i was too tired .

Tuesday
Went back for damn rehearsal .
IT SUCKS !
Somehow , i ended up doing video stuffs ! THANKS JOSHUA ! -.-
I didnt know any video skills AT ALL ! GRRRRRRRR!
Than ask Edmund . He too , was confused . okays , i understand . He was doing his video too !
Perhaps he's stress up ba .
BUT Joanne , Woonling , Elicia was not helping me la ! DEY !
Than that fatty ass . Tell Ms Khadidal 1 hr can !
In the end i called ling & ask him to ask Raniel ans .
HAIS ! In the end have to ask the "FORMER HO VIDEO !" dots lahs .
when i was taking video , something happen . I HATE YOU , BITCH !
Than Jasmine damn stupid lahs . LOLS. I ask her got bring phone down anot cause no one taking pics. Than she say have , than she take out from her pocket is MY VIDEO BATTERY ! LOLS.
She thought that was her phone . Bodoh right ?
than went to have lunch .....
FINALLY !
Im tired after a day .....

Shannon , i am still waiting for that day .

2008-05-26T22:49:00.001-07:00

BLOGGGGG WHEN IM FREEEEEEEEEEE>
NOW SUEPERR BORED AT INNO.
CULTURAL NIGHT REHEARSAL IS BORINGGGGGGG !

2008-05-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

01. Seven things/people that makes you smile:
MC Friends.
Good Results.
Outing With Brother.
Jokes.
Chocolate.
Talking to Shannon/ling.

02. Seven things to do to win my heart:
An Autograph Book from ling.
To Accompany me whenever i need him.
A Full Set of Nana.
A hug & a kiss when i am crying.
Make Sacrifices for me.
Appearing out of a sudden , when its my birthday .
Something sweet & romantic for me.

03. Seven things i believe in:
God
Brothers
Myself
Music
You get what you reap
idk.

04. Seven things im afraid of:
Reality
Losing my Brother
Disappointing ppl who love me.
Being left out.
Ms Sazryna to continue being my teacher FOR 1 MORE YEAR.
Being the cause of bad things.
Ghosts

05. Seven things i do everyday:
Sleep
Eat
Crap
Talk
Drink
Bathe
Watch tv

06. Seven things i want right now:
Go back 2007
Ling to be beside me.
Mrs Foo not to leave.
12 Roses .
Meet with pubor.
Watch.
Outing tonight.

07. Seven people to do this quiz:
JOANNE
GERALDINE
DARREL
YUXIANG
HUIYI
GERALDINE
LING

2008-05-22T23:22:00.000-07:00

I think most probably , im the first one in the class who blog.
Cause currently still in school .
I am sad.
Seriously.
Mrs foo is leaving us ....
Its a fact that cant be change.
Many people cried today.
Results , Mrs Foo leaving , Mrs Koh leaving & ms sucky words.
Results , didnt do as well as i expected. In fact , poorly done .
My level position is UGLY , DISGUSTING & HORRIBLE .
72.
Cried in school like hell . Utter disappointment .
I tried my best & put in lots of effort . But what do i get in return?
Mrs Foo leaving is really saddening .
I'LL MISS YOU ! & REMEMBER OUR PROMISE TO WATCH SING TO THE DAWN !
Seeing Mrs Foo cry , makes me cry too !
When we are taking class photos , it was sad that not everyone was present. Including the joker of the class.
But to our surprise , my poor bro ran into the class & shouted" What about me?!" At the moment , i hope time will stop . Just for 2E1 . It makes me feel like crying . Even the poor boy , who have hockey , make the effort to rush back just to have a last picture with Mrs Foo .
Mrs Koh have done alot of me too . She did not give up on me despite the attitudes i gave her . She continue encouraging me. Even though Mr Wong gave up on me long ago. But she did not . Its because of her , i decided to work hard for Maths. Its her.
She even teaches me what is out of the textbook . For her sake , i will work harder . Even before she left she said something to me. "Mavis , i am glad that you have stayed away from those bad influence , continue to work harder" I know i have became nicer :Dhahas
Ms sucky , I know i din excel as well as the rest . You know , you just suck . Instead of encouraging us, you DIScourage us . I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! You know you arent the best form teacher in 2e1 lives . BUT mrs foo ! Can you just go and die . I am MEAN towards you ! ASSHOLE BITCH !

2008-05-19T22:29:00.000-07:00

Currently at homec .
Okays alot ppl saw ling's present . HAHS
Knock my eye just now . is like so damn fucking pain lahs .
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
Thanks to DARREL & JEFFREY !!!
I want meet ling .
I want my Nana .
IMY !!!!
Yeah , tomoro going have pizza . YIPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
& yeah . Now huiyi is pressing me to let her use com liao lahs. & sSHE IS ZILIAN SIAO ! HAHAS

2008-05-19T01:44:00.003-07:00

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post & notify them . :D LOVED HUIMIN.
1. At what age do you wish to be married?
& Until my career is stabilised :D

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?
& Shannon - To talk to .
& Peggy - To complain to .
& Darling - To be dependent on . :D

3.Where is the place that you want to go the most?
& Egypt . I swear to go there once in my lifetime . :D

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
& To have ultimate knowledge .

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
& Nope . I am having financial problem now .

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
& My korkors :D

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
& I would save it up for my future studies use . Just in case im too stupid to continue my studies in Singapore and for daddey and mummy :D

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
& I've already met :DDDD

9. One bad point the person who tagged you has got.?
& She laugh at the lamest joke :D

10.What is your dream guy?
& Love me and willingly defend me :D

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
& Attention seeker .

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
& YES YES YES !

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. what does this mean to you?
& Willing to do something for the person you love unconditionally?

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
& No . I am stupid . Have you ever hear any wisdom out of a stupid person ?

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
& Fight . It just aint me running away from dangers .

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
& To become smarter ?

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
& Shannon , Sweetheart and Weixiang .

18. what do you think the most stupid thing humans may get to?
& Scolding people for no reasons ?

19. What does love means to you?
& Caring for a person you love ?

20. If you can turn back time , what would you like to change ?
& Me entering Skss .

`Darrel
`Baobeis
`Sweetheart
`Darling
`Cassandra
`Yuxiang
`Peggy
`Huiru Jie
`Jasmine
`Denise
I am lazy to inform them by tag . So please help me spread news . HAHS

2008-05-19T01:44:00.002-07:00

Remembered chatting with pubor in msn yesterday .
HAHS . Cause i ps her on fri . LALALALS . Eh pubor, an eye for an eye. NEHS :P
My pubor damn dulan lahs . Told her abt something . Than she keep scolding darling lahs :( But darling deserve it lor ! HMP ! She damn violent lorh .
Eh girl , lame lahs . She keep asking me beat Brandon . DOTS LA ! Im not interested la dey.
He will hit me more de lorhs. Eh gal, over jiu over la . dont pull back the old stuffs lahs . Anyway , after that incident , i had more fun at point mahs :DDDDD

2008-05-19T01:44:00.000-07:00

Woke up damn early today & yesterday ps my darling . HAHS . I just hung up on him.
BUT HEY ! He fall asleep okays . So not my fault .
Woke up at about 8.30am . than bathed . Went SengKang with daddey , kor & dasao .
Actually wanted to pray . But too many people . Than we are hungry .
So went Toapayoh . Eat dimsum . Nicenice :D Satisfied :D Than walk around . Waiting for ahkor damn shop to open . Than went back Sk . Walau . Weather hot like kuku man . Pray & than burnt my hand . But than its okays :DDDD Devoted Buddist leh . HAHS . Than me and ahkor keep playing . than give daddey scold . HAHS. Talk to darling .
Ok i damn lame . Played the msn emotion. -.- I am really bored lah . He bully my Nana lah .
BOOOOOOO~ Kill you if you touch my Nana . BOO ! Darling keep asking me go out with him . Lols . but weather too hot . & i m lazy . Sorry darling.
Fuck man ! Donnoe whats the prob with daddey lahs .
I wanna grow up soon and break out of this family .

2008-05-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

Since i am really bored like hell ! Taken from dearest hlj . HAHS , i guess he took from Ms Denise . HAHS !
1. Name someone who can always make you smile?
& Shannon and certain MC people .

2. What were you doing at 10:00 this morning?
& Sleeping ? I haven wake up yet !

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
& Friendster-ing ?

4. What did you do last night?
& Online , Msging with my hlj , quarreling with darling ?

5. What color is your hair brush?
& Brown ?

6. Have you text voted for an American Idol?
& Nah . I dont watch AI .

7. Hot tea or Iced tea?
& ICED TEA ! Since Global Warming is already killing me .

8. What was the weather like today?
& Great . But its kind of SCORCHING HOT . cause dasao and other saosao got sunburnt !

9. Where did your last hug take place?
& Last thursday ? Darling piggyback me and hug me :DDDDD

10. What are you excited for?
& Tues , back to school ? I MISS HLJ & HUIYI !

12. Closest thing to you that is green?
& The msn logo . LOLS .

14. Last person you spoke to?
& My darling . He went to bath , thats why we hang up .

15. Are you very random?
& I am Super random . Try asking my darling & Hlj .

16.Do you want to get your hair cut?
& NO! My hair doesnt seems to grow anymore . Just like what Huiyi & huimin said .

17. Are you over the age of 25?
& Im 14 lah dey .

18. Do you talk a lot?
& Depends on who im with .

19. Does your screen name have an x in it?
& Nope . My name is MAVIS on everything . I am PROUD of it . :DDDDD

20. Do you know anyone named Stephanie?
& Ex class mate .

21. Do you make up your own words?
& Dont know what it means .

22. Are you ticklish?
& Yes ?

23. Are your ears pierced?
& Yah . I am going to pierce 1 or 2 more during holidays :D

24. Bar soap or body wash?
& Body Wash . Smells nicer !

25. Are you a jealous person?
& YES YES YES ! :D

26. What brand of shampoo do you use?
& i dont know how to spell it .

27. Do you have curly hair?
& No . But i think i lose my rebonding alrdy ! GRRRRRR !

28. Where did you go today?
& East Coast Park .

29. What 1 item do you always pick up at the grocery store?
& Chocolate ?

30. What do you say a lot?
& Lame .

31. Red or White Wine?
& Red .

32. Do you think you are pretty?
& NO ! I am the ugliest thing on Earth :D

33. What are you doing tonight?
& Talking to darling ?

34. Who was your last missed call?
& Mummy . She very naggy , so i purposely Missed it ! HAHS !

35. What should you be doing right now?
& Talking to darling ?

36. Do you have a nickname?
& Darrel called me hlj too !

37. Are you a heavy sleeper?
& Yes ! I slept for 17 hrs yesterday and i still manage to doze off when talking darling .

38. What are you listening to?
& Better in time by Leona Lewis :D

39. Is there anyone you like right now?
& MY DARLING LA !

40. When was the last time you did the dishes?
& Today . After getting yelled by daddey . :X

41. Did you cry today?
& Nope . But i did yesterday . darling made me cry D:

42. How big is your bed?
& Single ?

43. Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
& Idk .

44. How many pictures are hanging in the room you are in?
& A lot . But not many is mine .

46. Do you collect anything?
& Movie tickets .

47. Last time you went on a date?
& with ?

48. What is on your mouse pad?
& A rat ? LOLS !

49. Do you like coffee?
& Nope . You can ask Yuxiang how often i complain to him , how i hate coffee , whenever he is drinking one .

50. Do you know anyone in the military?
& 1 ? Henry kor 's friend .

51. Number of pillows you sleep with?
& 3 - 4 .

52. Could you live without a computer?
& Can lah .

53. What age were your parents when they got married?
& Idk .

54. Favorite flavor of ice cream?
& Chocolate Chip and Cookie Dough . :D B&J

55. Do you drive?
& No. I want to RIDE . a bike :D

2008-05-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

Had a quarrel with darling yesterday . But its fine alrdy :D
Sorry darling ~
Woke up like so early today 10 plus .
Than kanna drag by ahkor go east coast . WTH ! -.-"

when we reach bedok jetty ! So happy ! Tiring sehh .

Come on , "uncle" . Look at the camera . Dont be shy . HAHS !

Waiting for those lamers lah . lols . They are ultra super slow . -.-" thanks to "uncle". HAHS !

& gift from darling :D
super wtf lahs . i give mummy say .
She is like . eh your boyf give wan you anyhow throw uhs . go put inside fridge lah . wait melt .
GRRRRRRRRRRRR !
Than darling ahmi is like damn funny :DDDDDD. she asked darling what is my waist . Then darling said he dont know . Than auntie is like " OF COURSE I KNOW YOU DONNOE LAH , ASKING YOU TO ASK HER RIGHT ?" LOLS. darling tio gan .
Darling owe me bens & jerry . HAHS !
Happy Birthday ahkor , in advance ! :DDDDDDDDDD
Stay short forever ! HAHS !

2008-05-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

finally understand the feeling of darrel. LOLS
Was sick yesterday D:
fuck man. TEHLEECHEK is damn noisy lahs .
GRRRRRRRRRRR ! i wan punch him le . HMMM ! YUXIANG DARREL ; Pink Nana dont have boobs de , is they stuff 2 octopus in . -.- HMP !
grrrrr , nvm . i still wan YELLOW Nana . HAHS .

Talk to Peggy Pubor .
Okays . She is damn fcuking violent lahs . keep asking me hit or pinch brandon .
LOLS .
erm , i donnoe her . HAHS
imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick, imsick !

& P.S MR TEHLEECHEK SAY HE WANT SEH ME ! Make sure you honour your words.

2008-05-17T04:58:00.000-07:00

from geraldine yeo.Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, making it a total of 20 questions, tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post, notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessing from all people

1:If you have a choice, which language do you want to learn? why?
- Eh, i'll learn malay i guess. -.-'' (if i have to choose one lahh.)

2:What do you want the most now?
- I WANT YELLOW NANA :D

3:Who is the person you trust the most?
- ehhh, Shannon?

4:Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Nahhh.

5: Five characteristics that you cannot tolerate.
- Arrogance
- selffishness
- Irritant
- Superglue ( people who stick around without others permission .)
- acting cool ( Just like the one in 2e1 )

6:Do you think there will be a moon eclipse in Singapore?
- nahhh. Cause i think that Singapore is simply too small. :D

7:What is your goal for this year?
- top70 level position !

8:10 things about you ?
1. I get angry easily, but i cool down easily.
2. I hate people who bully my friends. its alright if you bully me :D HAHS!
3. I get jealous easily & i am petty ! :D
4. I dont really trust anyone that easily anymore.
5. I hate chinese. -.-"
6. I have a ultra super hyper sis.
7. I DONT like being left out.
8. I am selfish. :D
9. I cant live without my daily dose of messaging . :DDDD
10. I have a caring boyf. ( I WAS FORCE TO PUT THIS !)

9:What feeling do you like most?
- Happy.? with no worries

10:What are your requirements that you wish from your other half?
- DOTS ! caring ? HAHS & CUTE! like my darling :)

11:What do you hate most?
-ULCER !
(currently having SEVEN ulcer ! grrrrr)

12:Do you cherish every single friendship?
-OF COURSE. Friends are hard to come you know.

13:What do you want most now?
-I DESPERATELY WANT YELLOW NANA WITH ! :D HAHAS
( after darling told me nana dont have boobs ): )

14:What do you think is the most important thing of your life?
-Friends & Family ? &&&&&&MONEY !

15:Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-My bros & close friends.

16:What is your favourite flavour ice cream?
- Chocolate chip & cookie dough.

17:Who cares for you the most?
- My boyf :D i guess.

18:Other than yourself,who do you trust most?
- SHANNON LAH. how many times must i ans i wonder.

19:Who make you smile when you're down?
- Shannon , some mc ppl & TEHLEECHEK !

20:If god allow you to have a one & only wish,& it's going to be fulfilled,what will it be?
- I want to have ultimate knowledge !

the eight people :
- Denise
- Jamie
- Jasmine
- Lizhu
- Michelle
- Peiling
- Yvonne
- Darling

2008-05-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

suddenly like this song ALOT! probably, due to my daddey & I am engross with their pretty faces ! gosh.
its meaningful. & its the FIRST time im putting chinese song in my blog! HAHS. treat it as a reward for scoring in my chinese lorhs. :DDDDDDDD

2008-05-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

ok. i did rather lousy for mye. (SIGH)
erm, i shall disclose my scores here.
English- 38/60 (p1) 46/60 (p2) 17/24 (oral) [HAHS , I WON ER HMP HAHAS SO HAPPY !]
Chinese- 70.6 /100 (overall)
Science- 66.5(overall)
Geography- 42.5/80
Literature- 36/50 {SAME AS MY STUDY PARTNER :D}
History- 23/40
Maths- 49/80(p1) CARELESSNESS! I HATE IT ! grrrrrr. 43/60 (p2)
Homec. -i guess i get B3.
Someone help. I guess i missed my target. GRRRRRRR.

Yesterday went compass with darrel & yuxiang.
Went kiddy palace. Is like ultra fun lahs. ;D
Went popular also, bought somethings.
Went home & sleep today. HAHS. SLEPT FOR 5hrs. TOO TIRED!

Mrs foo just delivered a sad news to us.
shes **********************************.
its sad. in class i suddenly felt sad lahs.
she taught us so much.
bring so much fun to us.
THANK YOU MRS JAMIE FOO ! FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR 2E1.
SORRY FOR CAUSING YOU SO MUCH TROUBLE SINCE SEC1 !

2008-05-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

from geraldine p.
1) What will i be focused on most of the time ?
My phone interior?
2) What do you want the most now ?
I WANT NANA WITH BOOBS ! :D
3) Who is the person you trust most ?
Shannon?
4) Do you think you have enough confidence ?
NOPE !
5) Do you want to score well in all your test ?
YAH !
6) Do you believe seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
YES! Cause rainbow makes me smie & i BELIEVE in things that makes me happy. :D
7) What is your goal for this year ?
top 70 level position?
8) 5 things i like the most?
Going out with my bro , endless happy memories , my sista , my friends , darling & bastard . HAHS
9) What feeling do you like the most?
HAPPY :D
10) What requirements do you expect from the other half?
Caring ?
11) What feeling do you hate most ?
Sadness.
12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
OF COURSE LAH.
13) Do you believe in god ?
Yes, Definitely.
14) What do you think is most important of your life ?
Family & Friends.
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
My bros & close friends.
16) Who is your bestfriend ?
Shannon?
17) Who cares for you the most ?
my boyf. i guess.
18) Do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now ?
YAPYAPYAP.
19) Who makes you smile when you are down ?
Shannon & boyf.
20) If god allowed you to have one and only wish, and its definItely going to be fulfilled, what will it be ?
to have ultimate knowledge :D
the 8 lucky persons are
- HUIRU
- ELLABELLE
- KAYYING
- SEOWWEN
- PEGGY
- SYLVIA
- THRICIA
- WELSHIA
:D

2008-05-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

( FROM YUXIANG ! )
Randomly remove one question from above, and add in your own question, making it a total of 20 questions, tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post, notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged and whoever does the tag will have blessing from all people

1:If you have a choice, which language do you want to learn? why?
- Eh, i'll learn malay i guess. -.-'' (if i have to choose one lahh.)

2:What do you want the most now?
-I WANT NANA :D

3:Who is the person you trust the most?
- ehhh, Shannon?

4:Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Nahhh.

5: Five characteristics that you cannot tolerate.
1.People who go round checking people's marks WITHOUT permission. (ehh, 2E1 should noe who am i refering to.)
2.A attitude like, the whole class owe him a living.
(refering to the SAME person.)
3.People who think that their chinese is SO good.
4.Having a conversation with people using chim chinese. -.-' it simply sucks.
5.People who DONT KNOW when to play or stop when they are suppose to.

6:Do you think there will be a moon eclipse in Singapore?
- nahhh. Cause i think that Singapore is simply too small. :D

7:What is your goal for this year?
- top70 level position !

8:10 things about you ?
1. I get angry easily, but i cool down easily.
2. I hate people who bully my friends. its alright if you bully me :D HAHS!
3. I get jealous easily & i am petty ! :D
4. I dont really trust anyone that easily anymore.
5. I hate chinese. -.-"
6. I have a ultra super hyper sis.
7. I DONT like being left out.
8. I am selfish. :D
9. I cant live without my daily dose of messaging . :DDDD
10. I have a caring boyf. ( I WAS FORCE TO PUT THIS !)

9:What feeling do you like most?
- Happy.? with no worries

10:What are your requirements that you wish from your other half?
- DOTS ! caring ? HAHS & CUTE! like my darling :)

11:What do you hate most?
-ULCER !
(currently having SEVEN ulcer ! grrrrr)

12:Do you cherish every single friendship?
-OF COURSE. Friends are hard to come you know.

13:What do you want most now?
-I DESPERATELY WANT THE NANA WITH BOOBS ! :D HAHAS

14:What do you think is the most important thing of your life?
-Friends & Family ? &&&&&&MONEY !

15:Who do you hope to be always there for you?
-My bros & close friends.

16:Who is your best friend?
-Shannon? from what i see lah.

17:Who careS for you the most?
- My boyf :D i guess.

18:Other than yourself,who do you trust most?
- SHANNON LAH. how many times must i ans i wonder.

19:Who make you smile when you're down?
- Shannon & TEHLEECHEK !

20:If god allow you to have a one & only wish,& it's going to be fulfilled,what will it be?
- I want to have ultimate knowledge !

the eight people :
- Darrel ( HAH HE 'S GONNA DO IT AGAIN! :D)
- Huiyi
- Geraldine P.
- Geraldine Y.
- Cassandra C.
- Huimin
- Julian kor.
& MY DARLING !

2008-05-10T23:27:00.000-07:00

ok, huiyi 's blog song is making me think much much much.
perhaps is useless holding on to the past.
but i really miss them much much.
its seems like its my fault again.
Everything is going apart.
I want 2007 back.....
Desperately,
Dearly,
Definitely.

Where the past,
media is still not falling apart.
2e1 is not falling apart.
sec4s are not leaving secondary school.

Media now lead their own lives. with their classmates.
2e1 is against some people. no longer as close as the past.
Henry ang move to toapayoh, just because he entered shatec.
i wan a time machine to bring me back. D;

2008-05-10T22:48:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh, i think i will flunk all my subs . grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Yesterday went to celebrate mothers day.
Saw cousin girlf.
CHIO !
lols. but she damn shy can. lols
than went to watch midnight IRONMAN .
nicenice :D
before enter the cinema , went to play arcade. Play till damn exhausted lahs. lols
than there is 2 ah beng. Following me around. than sit beside me. is like so wtf lahs.
than i stand up they both look at me. than i look at them than just went to find ahkor. lols.
Reach home 2am. darling wait for me ;D than talk till 4 plus ba. lols. than i heard daddey's alarm. lols. i was just abt to sleep and he is to wake up. HAHAS.

FRIDAY
Went to meet sylvia baobeis in the morning. than we went vivo. Bought Thricia pressy. THRICIA TAN PANGSEHKIA ! :D than went to wrap it. OK THE WEATHER IS HOT LIKE HELL ! than we went kovan, baobeis pierce ear. Than went back compass. Baobeis meet her friends. than i meet darling :] We went vivo. He's damn irritating in the mrt lahs. -.- than go toys r us. FUN :DDDD than went to buy bens and jerry. Darling's treat . hehes. than went harbourfront center. :D than home-ed :D

yeahhh , a few events upcoming :D
~Outing with Shannon & media.
~Hgp outing.
~2E1 outing.
~Outing with Julian ahkor.
~Peggy 's Chalet.
~Outing with Yuxiang & Darrel.
~ &&&&&?
I WANT MORE OUTING ! ASK ME OUT !!!!! hahas. :D

2008-05-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

meeting sylvia they all tomoro. :D

2008-05-07T01:10:00.000-07:00

Last day of exams.
boooooo.
I think my maths gone liao.
wahhhhhs.
saddest thing on earth ~
D;
imissSYLVIA & THRICIA !
:D
blogggggggggggggggggggggggggg sooon need study. :D
& i hate some bitches ! :D bitches just dont die .
baby i love you ! :DDDDD

2008-04-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today stayed at home , pia homework . bo bian .
Studied Science and pratice lots of maths till like going ki siao liao .
den memorise history. OMFG ! difficult sia .
than ahkor ask me help him take things can . i say cannot . Than he say you have no choice. LOLS
idiotic horhs. Than Julian ahkor ps me lahs. say wan call me yesterday never call ! hahas. Than next week going Malaysia. I don want go lahrs . ARGS ! than my ahkor force me go ! Than me and ahjie there saying TEHLEECHEK ! lols. she scold till damn fierce sia. hahas. sayang baby . :D
than talk to weixiang on the phone . he is like damn cute can !!!!
Tomoro going pray , hais. sianz.

~baby , you 'hv changed alot. i tell you , i cant accept the new you anymore. please change back to the past , or else i can promise you, i will leave you de. Really. i am damn fucked up stress by you ! Please change back, darling. Or else , let just break up. to avoid anymore misery . you really hurt me deeply this time . i am sorry. i love you my darling baby .

2008-04-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

If you dont love me, just say it .
I dont wanna stay in a relationship that have no feeling, do you understand.
Do you know how i feel when you just arh arh arh. I didnt insist that you scold her back, just say"dont say that abt her leys" is it so difficult ? I just felt so disappointed in you. You dont even bother to shield me from her words. When other people said about you, i shield you like a mother shielding her child. What about you? You have changed. Last time whenever is our monthly annivarsary, you will send me sweet messages , but now? You need my reminder , but although i gave you reminder, the messages is no longer as sweet . Look at how the way you message me now. If it have really end , i will let it end. I dont want to be the one who end it , you shall be the one who end it with me alright. i dont want to hurt you. Just tell me. ily.

Today went inno immediately , good girl nehs. :D went compass buy ah ding cake. expensive lohs. Bengawa solo leys. We are nice XD than went back school. Than went media, was damn pissed off. i know they are piss with me too . but idc. Please lahs. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SCOLDED ME FOR EATING AND DRINKING SWEETDRINK IN FRONT OF MEMBERS, BUT WHAT ARE YOU EATING AND DRINKING IN FRONT OF ME? DONT BE A BITCH LAHS, YOU HATE EDMUND. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? WE HATE YOU THIS FUCKING BITCH OKAYS ! JUST BANG WALL AND DIE ! than after that went celebrate ding bday. fun fuN fUN FUN ! got ppl make edmund mouth bleed lorhs. SHANNON TEO ! hahas FEEL GUILTY ! but i make ding nose a bit swollen, SORRY !went voiddeck, than give people scold. than we go opposite de field:D Smash cake. Play water :]]]]] They 3 ppl attack me sia. i squat down. 3 ppl empty the bottle of water lahs. damn cold lahs. than we go take lrt than take bus. so damn paiseh lahs, i most wet cans. ding, most dirty. hahahs. full of cake. HAHS. than he too embarrass take bus home, than he walk with andy. GAY ! ;] Than alot ppl tio gan by parents sia. I didnt. daddey only ask why i so wet and ask me go bath. Talk to weixiang on the phone awhile. I MISS BAOBEIS ! thank you baobeis and huiyi. i am fine ! :DDDDDDD I LOVE SHANNON, EDMUND, ANDY, WOONLING,ALVIN,BRONSON !

2008-04-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

冷静思考，真正的朋友不是多不多的问题，只要是真正的朋友，友情，一个就已经够了。
~Quoted by Yuxiang :D

2008-03-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

Today went compass with ahkor.
Please lah , he is so so damn lame .
giving stupid face and act childish hahas.
Make me laugh till i choke lahs. than i cough till my whole face red le lahs.
Than went Popular , that lady never scan the tictac lahs. Than my childish brother , so childish can. he was like damn happy lahs. hahs. :D
Than saosao keep on saying 369 sembawang than give ahkor say she chaoahlian . Hehs.
Than go home do 1 whole chapter of Maths. Clever nehs :D

~im sorry , but more & more misunderstanding occurs . It just makes both of our live miserable . And yes, i am so so tired of you sorrys and i love yous. Very tired. Let me tell you this , if you continue leaving me all alone , i think i wont love you totally , anymore , soon . Where are all the promises you made .? Saying that you wont ever leave me all alone ? But please , you left me not only once and twice . but more than it . How do you expect me to depent on you , when you are most of the time not accompanying me? The people accompanying me most of the time are my friends. You said that some lies you said is to make me love you more , but let me tell you. It wont work . You remember what all you have done alright . seriously i know you cant feel that i love you, but honestly i dont feel it at all either anymore. All you gave me was disappointment . I will remember it for life .

2008-03-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

The sight of you makes me feel like puking .
Stop acting like some big shot when you arent one lahs .
Your damn face really irritates me .
You & him & him & her .
Simply makes cca sucks .
It doesnt really matters to me anymore , cause i dont see any reason for me to stay in media any longer , but edmund. If you need me , i will help you . WAHAHAHAHAS :D
bitch & bastard from media suck like kuku . BOOOOOO~

Believe it or not, i am trying hard , not to fade . but its difficult.

2008-03-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

went out with bf and co. damn funny lahs.
THANK YOU TEO WEILIANG ! :D
A bomberman eating a packet of sushi watching fireworks ;]

~i know you simply cant forget her.

2008-03-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

*hey Ahlian(s), dont step one lahs. You dont in front of me act lah. Eh i ask you lah. Media Club where offend till you huh? Media got go scold badminton anot?! Sec1 only dont so noisy lahs. Want say me, come in front of me and SAY ! Dont hide behind my back and say. You want guailan with me horhs, lets play lahs. See who more guailan. Tell you, you not happy, come slap me lahs. I wait for you. You want be friend with me, of course i be friend with you. BUT you wan gl. Lets see lorhs.

Went Vivo at about 6plus than there wait for saosao. saw lots of couples. And lots of things came through my mind. Finally, I am left alone and able to think about my own problems. My eyes cant deceive me. How sweet are they. Although all i saw was them holding hands but i was green with envy. All of them are holding hands and on their face, you can see they are truly happy and are being loved. As i realise, when i grow older, more things seems to go wrong and wrong. Sometimes i just hope that i will be able to put them everything and forget things that i dont want to remember. Than i started thinking how pathetic i am. I cried at the corner of my room every other night all alone. Just than i realise how lonely i am. If i were to be able to choose, i would rather choose to be a very very very poor girl, bad in everything but just to be loved every second. Whenever i told myself not to cry, many images just start to flash through. I dont know who can i call to when i am crying already. I began to distance myself from the crowd. I began to keep more and more things to myself already.

-deardear; i am sorry for throwing my temper at you. But i aint for you to throw your temper either. You know, sometimes you meant it to be a joke, but seriously its not funny, it made me so fed up. & everything is not your fault. Is mine. I am the problem. Perhaps i dont have the courage or what so ever to tell you everything. and i dont know why. I know you love me and you dote on me. But somehow, i dont know how to talk to you in a soft tone like the past anymore. Just that whenever my tears drop or i am really feeling like the end of the world, you are ALWAYS not there for me. I feel like calling you, but you are always with your friends. & i dont want to disturb you with them. I know you are stressful at home, so i just want you to have fun with your friends outside. So i will just depend on my godbros and goddaddies. I hope you can understand that i really have very little girlfriends thats why most of the time i am hanging out with guys. I hope you dont misunderstand me. And I know if i were in trouble, you will help me. I know that. I dont tell you too much of my things is not i totally dont trust you anymore. I still trust you in anyways, alittle or more. Is just that i dont want to be too dependent on you. I want to tell you EVERYTHING, but i just cant. In some ways or another, you made me feel very very insecure. Perhaps is because of your past, somethings you do or say. I dont know. I seriously dont. I dont want to meet you everyday, is because i dont want it to be a addiction. I am sorry i am not your perfect girlfriend. And you have to give in to me in one way or another. I am sorry. I dont know if we will go back like the past again. But i hope we will. I'll be waiting for the day.

-Jasmine(&friends) ; I only want to tell you all that, i still cant put the the friendship between us. I am sorry if i really cause many hurts to all of you. I dont ask for our friendship back. But i only want to tell you all that i really love the days we had. Sometimes i look back and i'll cry whenever i look at the photos of your guys. It probably dont bother you guys anymore. But Carrie, do you know how much you hurt me when i saw your words on friendster? Yes. I am angry when i first saw it. But i still cant bear to scold you or anything. I know that once i scold you, i will be punishing myself too. And Jiayi, when i heard from other classmates that you called me a bitch, it hurts me alot too. When being asked why you guys do so. Your only reply, your mood wasnt good. And you all can say i think too much. Jasmine and Xinmin, you guys are talking to be only because of carrie right? I know. If we havent found out carrie thing, will you all talk to me? Jasmine, you say that we are still friends, but just not close friends. Are you sure? It doesnt seems this way. It only appears that we are like perfect strangers. Even exchanging stares seems so weird. so so weird. I dont know what happen will make you all hate me more or whatever. i am sorry.

-Shannon & media; thanks for cheering me up whenever i am down. Shannon, thanks for being such a trustworthy friend that i can trust and share my problems with. Thank you very much. Shannon, friends for live:D Andy, although sometimes we have huge quarrels, and we are meeting lesser and lesser. But whenever you are with Shannon, you guys can make my laugh my head off although i am really upset. thank you. Ahding, you are simply a nice friend.
GUYS, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE LEAVING BUT FRIENDS FOR LIFE :D our friendship starts from 2007 and it will never end. :]

2008-03-17T02:44:00.001-07:00

Eh, hellos.
Your girlfriend now having war with her & you still so close with her.
What logic is this man ?!
ARGS !

2008-03-14T05:17:00.000-07:00

I love aaron daddy & amos ahkor lahs. :D
i keep on disiao mummy. lols
She keep on cb here cb there. its like so WTF lahs. where got mother like that de. lols. than when she talk i keep on "bleah bleah bleah bleah" geees :DDDD
Today whole day slack at home watch "Romantic princess" damn it. Only manage to pia until episode 4 ! GRRRRRRRRR ! Never mind tomoro after go out. Faster pia home finish everything till sunday :) still got 8 more episode sia.
I AM BORED, CASSANDRA CHUA WENLING !

~erm.... well, i know you all got come my blog read de, or else some one wont name it as effing blog de. Hellos, firstly i wan say is, i didnt ask you use good words on me, just keep ur mouth shut lahs. somemore put in friendster. eh hello, since the day i left the group, did i go offend you all?! No lahs. You say what she mood not good than scold me on friendster, than that time jiayi say she mood not good in recess thats why she called me a bitch. What am i to you all?! I am not born for you to vent your anger leys. If you all dare, say i diao you all lahs. Please lahs i didnt okays. i didnt even look at you all le. If i want to find you all trouble, i find long time ago already lorhs. Is because i still treat you all as friends okays, & like what leechek say and i agree. I treat you all as friends, you all? A machine for you all to scold vugarities and mean harsh words when your mood is not good? You all dont know how much you all have hurt me. Fine, in class i know you all tried to ask my current friends to leave me alone. But in media?! what can you do? Fine, if you hate media, but a word of thanks from you all, when i lead you all to inno? no. Just weird stares.

2008-03-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

I just dont know anymore.
As i thought things were going fine.
But as i think about it more and more.
I felt that things started to fade rapidly.
I am very stress up lahs.
& we have lesser things to say lately.

2008-03-10T20:27:00.000-07:00

Dear, i miss you so much !!!
My maid kee siao liao ehs.
talk to dear on phone. I xue Cedric, keep on saying jiaowei jiaowei.
Say till i damn tired. I miss Sylvia baobeis & thricia baobeis lahrs!
I am bored..... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2008-03-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU ~Sylvia baobeis, Thricia baobeis, lijie baobeis;], ahding, Peggyong, huimin, jeffrey, Eunice, Henryahkor, Darrel, Cassandra, Hazimah, Michelleswithart, ahkor, sis, bernice, xinmin, Jiayi, Jasmine For your bday wishes thru sms-es.
~Grace, Faiz ahdi, Mr Kassidy, Aaron daddy, huiyi, dasao, Shannon, Yanheng, Raniel(although raniel is kanna force de;P),Peggylim, Kayying, Siewhua, Geraldine, Shili, Faiz, Jinghui, Peifoong, Weixiang, Jermaine, Xiangyue, Huiru jie, Jeremy daddy, Kaixian, Lizhu, Glensy For your wishes.

Lastly.......
MEDIA CLUB OF SKSS ! ;D
Edmund Teo, Joanne Hu, Shannon Teo, Ong DingJie, Elicia, Koh WoonLing, Tan YanHeng, Alvin.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY 14 BIRTHDAY SO WONDERFUL. ILY GUYS ! ;]]]]]]

2008-03-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVISYEO ! :D
went sports day....
Than after that went pepper lunch with Darrel. YUMMY !
Than meet boyf. Night went dinner with daddey. Than went mtp.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK! Me and Faiz both kanna complain. F her brain lahs.
Stupid AT give me attendance 50% nia. GRRRRR! So angry lahs.

SATURDAY
THANK YOU MEDIA CLUB ! :] ILY !!!!
morning Edmund, Woonling, Elicia, Joanne, Yanheng, Ahding, Shannon, Alvin celebrated my bday ! ;D than i thot they playing cake. than they say no. cake very expensive. than Me and Shannon go up take tissue. FUCK, he hit my head 14 times. PAIN!!!! lols. Than reach first floor i saw ahding holding the cake, than i zao. than i know they want to smash cake on me liao. Than i run to next block lahs. than i see shannon catching me liao. i squat down, than baichi Shannon push me onto the ground. Make me lie down there.than they smash cake on me liao, they all run away. Than i take cake wan smash them, Edmund reaction damn funny lahs. lols. THE WHOLE CELEBRATION IS DAMN FUN LAHS;] Than i go home wash up, than boyf came ;] than we went compass eat pizza. than we went alvin house. Shannon like kampong boy lahs. Me and Alvin playing PSP, Ahding playing DS. only he playing ball. HAHAAHS. than he keep on like "ehhh, ding. Where's the ball?"
So funny can !Than after that all went home le. Than night Ding, Shannon, Joanne, boyf came my house ton. than not long, Jinghui came. we settle some things than we go play blackjack and monopoly. HAHAS. JINGHUI JOKER LAHS ! than 3am plus he went home. He go le, like every one dead le. LOLS. Than everyone orh orh liao. hahas. 7am went eat mac ! ;D than everyone go home sleep le.
THANK YOU BOYF, & MEDIA ! I ENJOYED MY BDAY VERY VERY MUCH ! I LOVE YOU GUYS ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Than saw someone comments. Eh please lahs don so hum, go delete diao lahs. Fyi, i saved it already. If you all wan me to forgive her, if i forgive le so? Leechek will accept her apology? No. So i cant make any decision lorhs.

2008-03-05T22:11:00.000-08:00

I MISS DARREL, HUIYI, SIEWHUA, HUIMIN!!

so so so happy that they are back. So sad huimin tio gan! TAMADE!

I miss Sylvia baobeis & Thricia baobeis. I want to go out with them! ;D
Tomorrow my birthday ler , donnoe need go sch anot. Maybe going out with bf & co. maybe not.
LOLS. Somemore got mtp. Wait sure kanna complain. Saturday, going out with MEDIA! WOOOOOTS!!!!
SO HAPPY! ;D

I LOVE MEDIACLUB, SISTERS & 2E1(except some) ! :D

2008-03-03T23:43:00.000-08:00

Today whole day is SIAN.
Listen to donnoe what cock talk, bored like siao can.
Now currently sec1 having cca. LOLS
i having fun!
CEDRIC CHUA is dao. ;P

I am damn confused le. I don know what i'am doing already.

2008-03-03T23:42:00.000-08:00

The little things make me love you more and more each day.
I love you!
;D
03/03/08 happy sec month.

2008-03-02T18:09:00.000-08:00

i just want happiness.......
04moredays....

2008-03-02T18:02:00.000-08:00

I guess, i misunderstood my mom.
She sms-ed me yesterday, wished me a happy lunar bday.
the whole world only she remembers.
perhaps, i am unfullial.
& i agree.

Weird, yesterday dreamt bout alicia and rachel and i dont know why.
Currently rotting at home. blahs.
& sis also. She is still on bed.
I cant go back to sleep already. boooooo.
later need to go see doctor, as i am sick. :P need to get mc.
Than go point & rot.

No matter what i tell you, you will end up telling your friends, this is part of the reason why i wanna keep secrets from you. each day & day past, i began to lost more trust in you.

2008-02-29T05:04:00.000-08:00

EH, PLEASE LUHS. DONT BE KAMGONG LUHS.
YOU TALK ALSO NO LINK LUHS. YOU ARE DRIVING EVERYONE'S PATIENCE TO A LIMIT LUHS. I NOE ITS NONE OF MY DAMN BUSINESS. I KNOW LUHS, YOU EXPRESS UPP SEC LUHS I LOWER SEC, NO RIGHT TO SAY SO MUCH. YOU SAID BLOG IS TO EXPRESS YOUR OWN FEELINGS, THAN YOU TOLD RANIEL THAT HE IF HE PUT "YOU SUCK" YOU WON MIND. PLEASE LUHS. WE NOT BORN YESTERDAY LUHS. IF YOU DONT MIND, WHAT FOR YOU GO SAY GERALDINE BACK IN YOUR BLOG? LIKE YOU SAY, BLOG IS TO EXPRESS ONE'S FEELINGS AND THOUHTS. SO WHY CANT GERALDINE PUT "FUCK" IN HER BLOG? YOU ARE JUST SLAPPING YOUR OWN FACE. THINK BEFORE YOU BLOG OR TALK LUHS. DONT YOU KNOW THAT PPL CAN BE SUE IF THEY TYPE ANYTHING RACIST OR WHAT? I BET YOU DONT, PLEASE UPDATE YOUR GK, UPP SEC GAL! WHAT'S THE DAMN DIF? ITS THEIR OWN THOUGHTS WHAT?! ALL I CAN SAY IS, YOU ARE PULLING UR BOYFRIEND INTO TROUBLE LOR. PLEASE LUHS, THINK FOR HIS SAKE LUHS. YOU MIGHT THINK I AM EXTRA OR WHAT EVER SHIT. ITS JUST THAT I AM DAMN PISSED OFF WITH YOUR BLOG AND WHAT YOU SAID. YOU HATE ME OR WHAT, I TELL YOU, I DON GIVE A FUCKING DAMN, CAUSE I DONT NEED YOU TO LIKE ME EITHER OKAYS.

2008-02-28T15:36:00.000-08:00

actually you talk abit no link lorhs.
i know you not happy with me. I know i there very extra. But you no need to stare at me lorhs.
next time i wont go and thats it okays. If you dont like me, its fine. Cause i dont need you to like me either alright.

Shannon teo , Andy , edmund, bronson now at inno. & they are down stairs singing national anthem. WAHAHAHA. they like siao ehs lorhs. take wire anyhow whack ppl. Andy Char is maddd.

2008-02-28T00:20:00.000-08:00

Went control room in morning. Damn shannon & andy.
i keep on kicking them than they go pull up my leg! BIAN TAI!
than today lesson bored like hell.
i failed my chinese AGAIN!
my tingxie 2.5/10
test 9/20
lols. funny.
After sch saw Joey and josef. HAHAS, ASK ME ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY! ;D
Stupid Shannon.
I reach hougang bus stop already, he called me ask me go back inno find them. lols.
than i walk overhead bridge than go take 88 again! i dont have ez link de lorhs. lols
heng they buy food for me,or else i kill them.
they now damn bo liao lorhs.
Shannon & wl playing with cameras, i blogging, edmund psp. andy doing project. bronson uploading. I AM BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDD. i go join them lohhh. they like paparazzi lorhs. keep on taking photos none stop.
wl keep saying andy. so funny.
Than i go around inno chase shannon, than i take wire go whack shannon than we run around sch. LOLS.
Than andy and bronson playing badminton in library, me and shannon we run up sec floor play.lols we childish like siao. laugh till peng uhs. today.

2008-02-27T00:09:00.000-08:00

Went to sch today with bf & co.
Cassandra is like siao char bor luhhs.
MADDD LIAO ;D
She and weixiang uhs, everything quarrel. But come to kahjiao-ing me horhs, both BEST partner uhs. LOLS
I remember something that happened a few days ago.
I was mentioning to saosao that i was hit last yr, than ahkor at the side.
He: How come i dont know uhs?
Me: I thought i did told you?
He: What the hell. I dont remember you telling me lorhs. If he touch you again, i go down slap him uhs.
Than saosao gave him a stare....
He: What?! He hit my sis you know!
lols, This. Is brotherly care...... & i LOVE it! ;D
9 more days........ :)

Currently at inno, and i dont know why. LOLS. all kuku shannon fault. Just now edmund made me fall lor. bastard ! We snatching psp. Than after that he keep on apologising to me. funnyyyy.
Shannon Teo weiliang is damn hyper today can! Told daddey i not going camp. than he was like, i thought pay already? than i tell him, don care luhs. also not ur money is edusave lorh. Than he say anything ! hahahas. Than now i am all alone. I dont know where they go luhs. PANGSEH! hahas. Faiz ah di buying me lollipop lehs ! & Darrel/huiyi bought me present already! HAPPY(:
But sian lorhs, they go camp. I stay in sch. Wait damn weird lorhs. only me one sec2. ~

I LOVE YOU & I WONT LEAVE YOU. Don think so much luhs(:

2008-02-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

Naughty Cassandra , Weixiang , eunice and huiyi they damn what lorhs. All gang up against me.Lols.
Morning went to meet bf and than we go find Cassandra and she very nosiy lahs.
Bf also like jia buay dua, go quarrel with her. They uhs. lols.
Bf made me so dulan yesterday, he said something that should not be said.
Now media. damn funny. Fucking shannon keep disiaosiao. Than i kick his pants. LMAO, his pants damn dirty lorhs.

2008-02-25T03:51:00.000-08:00

~If you think my shoutout is referring to you all ; up to you okays. Like i fcuk care.

`In actual fact, they really didnt force you to go with them. & if you wanna scold someone on ur shoutout, just put the name. why be so coward? If you quarrel with your bf, is your house business, don't anyhow blame ppl leh. Now you are causing your own bf to be in trouble.

Saturday was like sleeping the whole while. Tired. hehes.
Sunday, ahkor is like irritating! lols. He ask me if i want to go east coast cycling. I told him no. Than he was like:' i dont care, you go." than i was like" walau you wan me go, you still ask me for what?" than he say" i ask shuang cannot uhs, my mouth leh"he very what horhs. lols. he is still my best bro(:

Today went sch. go control room, played. hahas. Go class, maths sleep. but i like abit attitude Mrskoh. (Sorry, i seriously dont mean it) than English, didnt really sleep, cos exam paper. Hais poor poor poor. than went recess. after recess is chinese. Wtf. the paper is hard like siao. I dont know how to do can. i only know multiple choice. Than i jiu give up le. i anyhow do all, do very fast than sleep. slept abt 45mins. geog i am also sleeping. hahas. lit was like damn funny can. his boring till siao. but didnt sleep. than went home with the naughty cassandra. Reach home sleep. till 6plus and was awakened by sis. grrrrrrrr. & I AM NOT GOING CAMP ! WOOOOOTS!

boy, i love you & i really love you ;D

2008-02-21T00:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went dinner with ahding & shannon.
Wth. We are damn noisy at ntuc luhs.
Than ahding keep on asking me to help him buy nitendo ds.
lols. Irritating lols.
Today morning duty is like LONELY....
only me shannon , ah ding and edmund.
than assembly lagi worst. only me shirlynn and edmund.
Wth. AT really suck like kuku luhs.
Please, if you dont know how to do anything don act till so big lahrs.
Video, Pa , Photo also donnoe how to do. still act in front of us.
grrrrrrrrr.
go die luhs. we already say hao lerh. one day we all don go cca, you OWNSELF handle sec1. your taiji le luhs.
After school, went home with the naughty cassandra. She went to the minimart AGAIN! lols.
she everyday bully me de lorh. hahahs. but she is cute ! ;D
night going eat dinner with ahkor daddey and saosao. WOOTS!!
so so so looking forward to sunday.
Shannon , ah ding , yanheng , mavis is goinggggggggggg out! ;D

2008-02-19T21:58:00.000-08:00

It appears that you are no different from them.
They hurt me deep like hell & i turn to you.
One sentence, and i just snap.
"Dont cry lah, you everyday cry not sian meh." Wtf.
Okay, i noe that i am irritating you. Dont worry. If i sad or cry or anything, i wont turn to you again.
They hurt me in school, i tell you. Must you add salt in? Just one more sentence and i snap.
Whatever luhs. ~
Even Shannon is like entertaining me luhs, make me laugh. but wth, you are the one who made me cry this few days.
To be frank, i have enough already. ~

Yesterday give 1 stupid mf bitch kick. Wth, i dont even know her luhs. She nothing better to do luhs. make me damn dulan, i almost fall in front of my class luh. I turned shout fucker, she walked away. bitch man. Than went to class need to do stupid classwork. than give sazryna scold than i am paired with that group of ppl. Than i damn fucking stress den break down in class.
Went cca, was cheered up by mc guys (: but super tedious. Reach home talk to shannon. Actually i was complaining the whole while about AT. lols. he complain with me than make me laugh. SHANNON IS A YAO SIU KIA!!! :p We think of idea to make AT suffer. LOLS.

Today weixiang is like maddd de luhs. he keep turn den laugh laugh laugh. lols. dont know whats wrong with him luhs ;D Met shannon just now. wtf. he damn guailan. he go take my wallet than go take my money and than fold and put in different compartment luhs. until my wallet SO fat!
shit him. LOLS. Ah ding and Shannon made me laugh like hell luhs. They rock(:

It dont really matter anymore. What you guys think of me or say. I shouldnt care. Afterall, all still have too go on. carry on with your life and wish you guys all the best. cheers.

2008-02-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

I just dont understand why bitches just don die.
& i know that scolding other bitch isnt a nice thing. But i am just returning what you did to me. Get it? Don think your english good that big lahrs. Stop your irritating act lahrs. You are just being a nuisance.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE CONTROL ROOM LAHRS!
hahas. keep going there to slack. Quarrels, laughter, fun, tired-ness all came from there:]
Although we keep saying each other vulgarities. but it doesnt seems to affect us(:
there will always be laughter in cr. Fun will always stay there too! Although events make us worn out but we'll always still have fun !

I LOVE MY AHKOR LOTS LOTS LOTS LARHS.
HAPPY VALENTINES ;]

Today went control room, ask ah ding shannon bronson to help me think history. HARD LIKE HELL! They disturbing someone hahas, xiiaobunny. LOLS. than see shannon to shili pressy. SOOOOOO SWEEET LUHS! Than assembly went up control room again. than meet boyfriend. went amk hub. we like keep playing on the bus luhs. he hai me knock my hand lorhs. Grrrr.
Than saw mdm eunice. wth. than reach home, sleeep. daddey hai me injure my leg luhs. than talk to shannon on the phone, actually he keep scolding me lohr. i defend myself nia. than boyfriend called. so shannon ps me. SAY WAN STUDY HORHS. LOLS. ended up calling me. lols. than disturb morrison and cedric. ended up i give cedric kahjiao. than everyone went to bed.

~I MUST STUDY HARD! I MUST IMPROVE MY ENGLISH! I MUST SCORE WELL.
ah boy, i will keep my promise and get good result, i wont disappoint you! :]
>I shall speak english liao. No more chinese.

2008-02-10T21:24:00.000-08:00

Wed went to school early like siao.
Reach about 6.35am. woots~
Than do event. Actually i do nothing. HAHAHA. stay in control room slack.
We all brain storm help Cassandra think her appeal letter. Think till the answer all damn funny luhhs. We think till damn long lor.
Than ask her print. Wohh arent i nice? ;D hehehs
Than boyfriend <3 , Weixiang , Cedric and Cassandra wait for me.
Than we walk together. Weixiang and Cassandra is like quarrelling all the way.
Rush home le, bath than went for lunch. Than night went eat reunion. Than kor and co.actually wanted to watch movie at 1am and than watch fireworks. But wth. We watch the movie at 2am.
Chu 1 & chu 2 is SUPER boring. P.S i HATE cny!!!
Chu 3~ went to meet Shili , Yanheng, alvin, woon ling and shannon. Alvin is like DAMN CUTE! LOLS. We ask him take mrt meet us at hougang. he take go ponggol. XD Than all of us mrt-ed to taka buy boyfriend present. walk about 3-4 hr than buy. lols. than go bainian. Shannon damn sweet to shili luhs. Their hands never let go at all lor. lols. Than we felt so EXTRA! (:
I LOVE MY GUESS WALLET! ;D
today went school extra only. didnt study lor. cant concentrate. i sick lehhhs. BOO~
boyfriend keep forcing me sleep early BOOOOOOOO~
~i LOVE my crybaby luhs. baobei, i wont leave you der, dont worry. you more precious than anything. i love you lots lots lots too! :D

2008-02-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

WHEN YOU KNOW WHEN IS HEART-PAINING.......
The world is just damn fcuking unfair.
I have done so much.
But whatever it seems to be my fault. i will go crazy sooner or later.
I hate my family more and more now.
I thought that mummy is better than daddey.
but it turns out that i am wrong. So what i am a girl and youngest?! I am still your daughter arent i? You are showing your favouritism too openly. You knew that we will tell each other our angpao money. You gave kor $120, Jie $60. me? $20. Who is the one helping you bringing your bill. Who is the one who went to look for you? Who is the one who bought breakfast give you? ME! I really really hate you. Whenever i speak to you, you would never NEVER listen. You know how hurting it is to know your own mother dont love you?! You already destroyed my life. You already put a mark in my memory about you and daddey in the past. Why do you have to do this to me? You dont love me, i dont care anymore. I hate you.

& daddey why am i doing all the chores in the house. I am not your maid. I know i am not as capable as kor and jie. But its unfair. You take all my money away. When i go ppl house bainian. I can stay at home and sleep. I dont have to go. Its my leg. When you come home, house is messy, also my fault? When the mess is not caused by me. I stayed at home everyday. After school, i go home and sleep. You also can say i go out everyday. I go out with kor and his friends you also scold. what the hell you want? I at home you also scold, not at home also scold? Everything also scold. I get good result, you never ever praise me. I get poor, you only know how to scold and confiscate my phone. You know i am very stressful living in your house?
The house is like a fucking damn hell. I am going crazy soon. You know one day you guys will drive me to the real hell. You guys are making me hate myself. Cuts is caused by you all!

darling, i wish that you are here for me now. Cause i am feeling terrible now. i am very stress up. i need you.

2008-02-05T00:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday boyfriend bad bad lorh.
hehehs. force me to sleep early so early. than i tinghua. sleep rather early lorh(:
Than yesterday went with laopo to compass see his present.
Currently in inno nth to do. ANDY NOT HERE!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (: Actually everyone in inno now is okay only some one extra. Yanheng Bronson Joshua and alvin. they are funnyyyyy ;D
but some bitch is here. -.- "
okay hate her like siao.
Today morning give raj scold sia. BASTARD! I SCOLD FCUK YOU ALSO NOT SCOLD YOU RIGHT!
& Cassandra didnt get to go media. WTH!
Raj didnt even see the letter of appeal than jiu scold.
No matter what i will help her de lor. some idiotic bitch is in rc lor.
Than after school went her class scold one guy.
-.- i didnt even scold lor. i say with a smile.LOLS. he scared till dont dare reply me. so funny luhhs.
yeahhh today going out with kor & co. WOOOOOTS!!!
PS.i am full of envy......

~aiyahs dont blame him already luhhs. he might have reason? Cool down okays(:

2008-02-04T01:35:00.000-08:00

~03JANUARY2008 [:

2008-02-03T23:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday forced boyfriend to talk to me till late late. hehes.
Than he hang le, i sms a while than sleep.
Cassandra got into red cross!! sad luhs ): she is so so cute lorhs(:
than i ask her she got bully uhs. than she say ya. that guy name Hisbuluam uhs. than i ask my faiz di know that guy. he knows! hahahas. i ask him. You want me to go find him, or you scold him yourself? Than he was like i go i go. lols. Hey am i that fierce?! lols.
Than in school, i say hello to joey, than i whack him he go long pia. lols. SUPER FUNNY LUHS!
Didnt bring phone today. Reach home got 4 missed calls 3msg. From who uhs? =P hehes.
called boyfriend awhile, er the rest at the back damn funny hahas.
I LOVE MY DARLING LUHS! (:
Hey & i didnt failed my chinese! SO PROUD LEHS! [: hhehehs C5 worhs.
& my eng i got 21/25 lehs. arent i clever. hehehes.
but flunk my lit. HAHAHAS 8/20. nvm luhs. hhes
Walau that stupid HO! go die luhs. last min ask us to do the stupid homec. Still everytime stare at me. dont worry luhs. i WONT take f&n de lorhs. GRRRRRRRRRR!
I MISS MY CHARBORR PRECIOUS LUHS! <3>

2008-02-02T21:25:00.000-08:00

I seriously hate school like hell now.
I very stressed up lor, i used my work to numb myself. I am really really tired.
School really damn fcuked up. Teachers hate me. & i hate myself too.
In class, only Darrel, Huiyi, Siewhua, Huimin pei me.
I going Mia soooon.
Tired of those fcuking problems.

2008-02-02T20:22:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU ALL MORE THAN ANYTHING NOW!
YOU GUYS ACTIONS SIMPLY DISGUST ME!
JUST SIMPLY FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
CAUSE I WONT DIE WITHOUT YOU ALL.
I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE DIFFERENT FROM HER, BUT YOU GUYS PROVE ME WRONG.
YOU ALL ARE ALL THE SAME. WHATEVER IT IS, I DONT CARE ANYMORE. I DONT EVEN TREAT YOU GUYS AS FRIENDS ANYMORE. MY TOLERANCE TOWARDS YOU ALL HAVE REACH MY LIMITS! DONT PUSH YOUR LUCK!

2008-02-02T20:21:00.000-08:00

Went out with boyfriend and co. (:
they very funny but very kahjiao.
hahas.
Happy 1st month(:
i love you.

2008-01-29T22:33:00.000-08:00

Okays. 2008 is a bad bad year for me. lols
First is the handphone thing. than today cheating. HAHAHAHAS.
I damn suay lor. Almost the whole class cheated too. but only i tio caught.
Than got zero. so funny.
Than boyfriend(: came outside school. Okay i know he missed school. hahas.
he sms-ed me said he was outside.
than saw joey & josef. than they keep telling me. & JOEY LOSE HIS EZ LINK AGAIN!
Than after that Joanne told me. than reach home Morrison told me. wth. lols.
Okay its damn scary. Me and laopo actually wanted to runaway but look at them they got bikes!cant run. GRRRRR. lols. miss him. (:
Than so sad luhs. Cassandra got put red cross leh. She is so so so cute luhs!!! hahas
Weixiang go in also good. he also veyr cute. hehes.
than faiz took my phone. guess what he did. He keep on taking his own pics. lols.
Bastard bitch! I HATE YOU LUHS! ARGS! ARGS! Can you just go and die! fcuker bitch!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS! Someone help!

2008-01-25T20:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday in school we keep singing Bingo and Sunshine.
I love Sunshine larhhhhs. (:
than home-ed with Ms Okay. I am addicted to Ms Okay! lols
than bath-ed get ready and 147-ed to meet saosao.
than night kor came bugis find us.
than went to meet felix kor.
So funny luhs. chit chat. than keep on laughing till everyone look at us.
than went home chat with boyfriend. Told me what happen in school. lols. He leave already still noe what happen in sch, den i like gong gong like that.
than he went sleep, pig right. Lols.
than sms-ed Ms Okay. Went to bed le.
Morning woke up, chat with Joey, Henry ahkor, Jason ahkor & Morrison.
HAHA. Josef you are so so so dead. HEHES.
Joey is nice. hahahs. i 'll takecare myself. thanks. (:
thanks darrel for accompanying me all this while. hahs. thanks(:
yeahhhh. tomoro going out with ahkor & co.
so happyyyyyyyyyyy!

~i love th- way you tried to protect me. (: ILOVESYOU!

2008-01-21T04:20:00.000-08:00

Saturday talked on the phone till quite late.
about 3am plus. hehes.
talk to leechek to 1 am plus, quarrelled.
until i damn fed up luhs.
Lies lies & lies.
hope you wont tell anymore lies.
than in the end okay lerhs, he kept on apologising & made me laugh(:
than talk to ah ding, Shannon and Joanne.
Shannon and Joanne went to ah ding house and stay.
Than talk-ed till 3 plus.
than meet sunday morning 8 go eat mac(:
Stupid shannon woke me up at 6.55am dont know talk what rubbish.
than i dont care, went back orhorh. hehes.
den joanne woke me up again at 7.20am le.
eat lerh, went to see ahding's taekwondo.
COOL MAN! AH DING!(: WELLDONE! hehes.
than home-ed and sleep.

~we seems to have lesser and lesser things to say lerhs, soon i am afraid the feelings will fade.
My trust for you inveitably have lessen because you lied. & i dont know what to say to you already. boy, i love you.

2008-01-18T23:55:00.000-08:00

Hahahs.
just now shannon so funny.
I taking my pictures than sister bf like MADDDDD!
sorry is not like madd. IS TOTALLY MAD!
go throw pillow at me.
Than shannon called. ask me wan go chinatown tonight.
than i ask who going.
than he tell me, Joanne , ahding, andy, him, woonling & er hmmm got go den i dont want go liao
HAHAS.
MR ASSHOLE!

2008-01-18T21:25:00.000-08:00

I've got it through(:
gal, i've already apologise but is you rejected this friendship.
So i cant do anything already. hahas. its okays.
Everyone have to move on.
Its alright i dont blame anyone of you.
hahas. So shock i can take it so easily, got so many people trying to cheer me up. How can i disappoint them? hehehs. thanks kor. ilovesyou!(:

Hypocrite watch out. You got many eyes looking at you. Serve you right.
I swear that i'm not going to care, if you get killed or anything. Its a simple word 'retribution'. good luck lo. i seriously warn you, dont provoke me. Cause you reach my limit of patience. Just continue being the character you LOVED most, B.I.T.C.H. & continue getting yourself into more trouble, ya.

Yesterday bad mood during science class. BADBAD mood. 2 person kanna. hahas. boyfriend & faiz. Than Faiz cheer-ed me up(: than after sch sister dont let me go media lo. Say what she dying luhs ask me to takecare her. Excuses lo, she is just BOREDDDDDD.=X HOHOHO! But in the end also got go. Cause i promised Weikian, he also promise me. So ke lian, he have to come alone. Tiong never come so sadddddd. hahahas. Than media got event. some rehearsal for sky idol. SOOOO HOT! at the back stage. BOOO! But we do super simple stuffs. haahas. just put mike stand there. than we play handphone. hahahas. Than stupid Shannon make me run up & down. stupid Mr kuku asshole. lols. than boyfriend come find me(: leeheng is funny. & cedric sis is cuteeee. but fierce. hees. Than saw Mr kuku asshole again at interchange. We so childish can. play at the interchange. So childish. Than 159 came the sec time. i boarded the bus. too lazy to wait for Mr kuku asshole 156. hahas.

2008-01-16T06:50:00.000-08:00

i am damn fuck-ed up stress man.
no one huan loh anyway.
you guys made me turn this way. dont ever regret it.
gal, dont try me lo.
you wan be guai lan horhs. don regret it lo.
continueing being a B.I.T.C.H! fuck off lurhs.
Grrrrrrr.
Ya, i admit i cant tell anyone bout you.
but if i do, you watch out! fucked lurhs. i have enough of you already.
there's a limit to everyone's patience lo. dont people let you walk, you run lo. K.N.S
ARG!
you are driving me mad!!!! i'hv enough.
__

2008-01-16T05:37:00.000-08:00

Yesterday media is like damn freaking fun.
Tionghui, Weixiang, Nicholas & Weikian damn funny lo.
Weikian & Nicholas kanna scolding most. WAHAHA. Almost spending everymoment of cca with them luhs. No friends le mar. hahas. somemore now no more department le. all together le.
So boreddd = d cant blog everything. haiyos.
I wanna go find Peggy!
Miss her so much! (:
Maybe tomorow go find her, cause got few sec1s hai her.
Go find those sec1s gals. Is like they damn guailan lo.
Peggy told me what happen.
Grrrrrr.
Sch is still okay.
Spend almost ALL my time in school with Faiz they all.
hahas. no friends marhs. pathetic. hehes.
I want the next cca session to come!!!!(:
I miss korkor! ): i miss outing with him. korkor come back soooon!):

`all will be fine gal(:

2008-01-13T23:19:00.000-08:00

Saturday slept at bout 11 plus afternoon. uhh. give ppl scold till awake? lols
than went to amk with peggy. than came back point. saw brandon Henry and some other ppl.
they so funny luhs. brandon wan smoke but got police. hahahas.

Sun slept the whole day but keep kanna awoke by some ppl. tell me alot of rubbish. make me mood not good. say crap. grrrrrr. anyway i promised not to talk to him anymore. (:

& today was like damn tiring and boring.
hey, i manage to solve my maths lehs. so happy!(((:
than english. Bored like siao. draw rubbish on foolscape. hahas. than slept awhile.
than rie and jiayi like mad luhs. jiayi is like trying to kill jas lo. den she damn strong luhs. i hold her than i squat down she manage to pull me along. lols. i laugh till my cheekbone so pain luhs.
than lit.
after sch, jiayi went to eat lunch with me and laopo. omg. i like her mom luhs. give her money than help her carry her bag. and hold her. cause she playing her game than walk so slow. lols.

~upon knowing that you are stressed up, my mood totally changed. cheer up alriqhts. (: & whatever it is dont think rubbish okays(: ily.

2008-01-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

Morning wake up.
7plus, yesterday slept at 1 plus. talk to some ppl.
morning sms Jason ahkor. than he called me at about 8plus.
talk talk till 11 he go for tution. than i fell asleep. than 12 plus he called me than i saw a msg.
kanna scolding): nevermind. (:
than talk talk. & here i am online(:
later maybe going point. (: than maybe amk.

2008-01-10T22:52:00.000-08:00

I SIMPLYYY LOVESSSS HOUGANG POINT & HOUGANG SEC!!!!!
(:
i must admit luhs. point ppl are scary.lols. but quite kahjiao luhs((((: & fun.

Miss anthony korkor they all damn much luhs): I MISS YOU!

& so long didnt see point ppl ler. sad luhs. ))):

~you wan be fcuk-ed up, i'll be more guailan with you. don't force me to do things i dislike. & are you trying to make me dulan or what. What the hell. Your Rachel so good go find her luhs. Like i give a fcuking damn care. Must ask me help you see your friendster mehs. Rawrrrr. Fine. You want be like that, i shouldnt care how you feel anymore when i talk to boys. You have no rights to interfer. =|

2008-01-10T21:52:00.000-08:00

That time in sch give sec1 bully lo. Wth. lols. i told Jiayi she v fed up. HAHAS.
Yesterday didnt went to school. Stayed at home. SLEEP(: than went back school to pass Laopo medicine. She sick luhs. Than went home with Michelle Sweeethart(: We are so so so wet luhs. SORRRRYYY SWEEETHART! Talked to xingyu. he is the first to make me laugh(: after many things happen. Still got Joey & Faiz luhs. They damn zhai(: Joey keep on pei me sms, cheered me up. THANKS! Faiz also. Still willing to sacrifice his recess worhs(: thanks alot boy. than night send ahkor to airport. Miss him sooo much! Today ahjie going cruise. Dots.

Found a funky card. Than me Faiz and Aravindan go kahjiao. Break it to many many pieces=P hehes. than Jiayi go cut it than throw at us!!! than at science lab jiayi keep splashing water at us. lols.Dont know whats the problem with Jeffrey luhs. Go and pull the stupid rubber band than shot till my hand. pain leh. my whole face turn red luhs. my finger swollen le): Than he and faiz quarrel than throw paper here and there. so childish. Sway luhs. Jeffrey sit in front of me. I am surrounded by boys. Beside me is revinesh in front is damn Jeffrey=P. Than geog group work Me Faiz and Aravindan. grrrrrr.

Went home all alone. all of them are involve in cca carnival. haiis. im not. cried on bus. =X life is meaningless lo. i am very tired already. very tired. ):

2008-01-02T01:41:00.000-08:00

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't
let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to
te ll her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.
- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

~I swear i love you & i'm waiting for your return. I'am sorry for how i treated you.

2008-01-02T01:05:00.000-08:00

Saturday.
Went out with peili ahjie, anthony ahkor, ahkor and saosao to find wedding solemisation venue.
almost like go around Singapore luhs.
hehes. Went Dempsey hill. Cool man. Its really nice there. (: Than ate Bens and Jerry. SIMPLY DELICIOUS! (((((: Bought 3 ice cream guess how much? $20 over. Quite cheap le. Anyway also not i pay. lols. Than reach home downstairs about 1 am plus. Than saw Darren & Brandon smoking at the kopitiam outdoor there at point. Aiyahs dont smoke so much luhs. than i zao. dont let them see me. hehes

Monday
Woke up, Overslept=P
Bathed and went to meet Darrel, get ans. Than went to meet saosao at Bugis. Than we go Taka. Than go Chinatown KTV. Meet huihui, Pam, michelle ahjie and joeleen ah jie. Than ahkor come fetch us. We went Marina eat. Than Felix ahkor, ShuHui jie, Peili ah jie, Anthony ahkor & Derrick come meet us. Than we go Esplanade beside. than sit there. Wait for fireworks. Than meanwhile, they almost fight luhs. Scary lehs. They quarrel with the people there. They also like buay song already. Than Felix ahkor say to ahkor, eh wan newyear fight anot. than ahkor said. I am prepared to do so lo. lols. The fireworks is damn nice. Is really damn nice. took video(: almost cried. ): suddenly realise, Boy i still love you, deeply. so sad. I miss you very very much. hope you were there with me. Than when leaving i was damn dulan luhs. Got one guy. talk talk talk. Know in front got people already. If they are not moving obvious its jam right! Still push push. In front got lil' kids lehs. hurt them how. than i just gan him. Use your damn brain luhs. Than went Mr Bean. talk talk talk. reach home about 4am lo.

Tuesday
BORING! Today have to go back school le. Shit luhs. Than Ms Sazryna is our form teacher-.- Than me Jas damn pekchek cause got one 1T8( i think luhs. cause darrel say there is no other t class) form teacher damn fcuk up! Got one boy, dont know who is he luhs=P Kanna scolded by the teacher. Because of his hair. walau people sec1 only right. kamgong. sec1 first day also scold! Shit luhs. If you dare cut his hair, he didnt complain we also will complain lo. Is his hair lo. You are not dm lo. No right to cut.
Even if its Dm, he will give warning first lo. Sec1 first week he wont get scolding de lo. Trying to show you are fierce uhs. Than you stare at us, we stare back you also dont dare scold. Go die luhs. Dont shuang bu shuang jiu scold lehs. siao kow. Than went back class do some stupid stuff. Than i sit very far also can hear Jiayi, Geraldine here geraldine there. -.- Than Sazryna spot check. HAHA, Jasmine tio everything! I didnt. Not a single stuffs. WAHAHAH! cause havent check till me.

~because of you, i lose all ability to think.

2007-12-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

went michelle blog. & saw my name(:
instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!
Favourites
Favourite Color: green
Favourite Food: ice-creammmmm(:
Favourite Movie: Enchanted(:
Favourite Sport: Blading(: (cause is with my dearestt korkors!((((:)
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday. (Outing with my korkors!((((:)
Favourite Season: springg.
Favourite Ice Cream: CHOCOLATE(:
Currents
Current Mood:Worried.):
Current Clothes: shorts & T-shirt.
Current Desktop:??
Current Time: 4.22pm
Current Surroundings: ultraly quiet.
Current Annoyances: I am not annoyed.
Current Thoughts: Carrie carrie &carrie
Firsts
First Best Friend: Thricia(:
First Crush: lalalas.
First Movie: when i was 6 or 7?
First Lie: forgotten.
First Music: forgotten.
Lasts
Last Drink: Hot milk(:
Last Car Ride:ytd went to find mummyyy!(:
Last Crush: Let's hope that it will not be last?
Last Phone Call: LAOPO (:
Last CD Played: Old slow eng music which i cant remember the title.( it belongs to my dad not me.)
Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend:Arber den
Have you ever broken the law : Nope. i am super nice.(:
Have you ever been arrested?: Nope.
Have you ever been on TV:No.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No
Random
5 things you are good at: sleeping. screaming,talking on phone. cyco-ing ppl, talking nonsense.
4 things you've done today:drunk my breakfast. chatted with laopo. chatted with peggy. watched tv & bathed(:
3 things you can hear right now: areoplane flying,my typing sound and music.
5 People to tag
`laopo
`peggy
`welshia
`thricia
`tricia

2007-12-27T23:39:00.001-08:00

According to Someone,
Jas me and rie are blacklisted by some zookeeper.
`Jas- cause she wrote the white form very rude & keep on complaining.
`Rie- Red cross & alot of stuffs about teachers luhs.
`Me- cause i mix with the sec4s. (this reason is very idiotic lo.)
Seriously they didnt contact me anymore.
& he said the zookeeper ask teachers to keep alook out for us. So is not Angzhang spitting nonsense. We wronged her already. SORRY!
I seriously think that if the zookeeper is treating us like that because of some stupid reason. Is unfair lo.

Okay. I admit what Jas wrote is rude. But she is just stating the fact. Isnt Honesty that is important? The white form got alot question they are expecting us to write. Alot of people is affected. But i still cant figure out who is affected lo. & well, everyone complained. If its wrong. From youth to elderly, all of them complained. & dont tell me the whole sch only she complained. So why only blame her?

Carrie. If she keep on insisting on not going cca. You all must get to know the reason why. & not keep on giving her forms. Well you all are not her. & its better that she tell you whats going on. Than you all say she complaining and all stuffs. Seriously i dont know what you all wants.

As for me. Basically they already left the school. Whatever they done, in your eyes. You all might always think they are wrong. Cause to simplify it, they are technicals. But if they have done something right, will you all reward them accordingly just like you reward express people? If you expect sec1 & sec4s cant be friends. But hello, we are the same cca. Are you trying to tell us not to attend cca? & all you all know is to scold. I've already received scolding from Mrs Foo about them. But are you going to just blacklist me cause of that? Its totally unreasonable. & in your eyes im already bad. So it doesnt really matter anymore.

2007-12-25T22:23:00.000-08:00

My post is later by one day.
My ah kor is hyper with the other korkors & im crazy with those guys!
I LOVES KORKORS!!!<3

2007-12-25T22:16:00.000-08:00

Kahsheng chose the blogskin for me!(: Cool. Lols
Woke up at 12 plus; than crap with sister. Oh please she keep on getting mc so she doesnt need to go work. dots. Lazy girl. hahas.

Chatted with Maine. Talk alot of rubbish. gees. Yeahh. Tomoro meeting her. Cool.

I miss Anthony ahkor & his stupid crap about westine. Haha. & I miss lobster. ):

Went alot people blog. Alot of pretty girls leh. talk to Jeremy daddy & Josef awhile in msn.

Ok. Overall Boringgggggggggggggg day.

2007-12-25T21:59:00.001-08:00

FRIDAY
jeff ah kor fought with my ah kor. cham luhs both injured. haiis. but now he hao already. HAPPY!

SAT
went ah ma house. meet up with cousy cousy. WAHHHHHHH so happy lo. saw ah nick. his result really damn good already lo. to me luhs. 8 lehhs. than ah shaun i donnoe. hehes. talk a lot of crap luhs. hehes. but v fun. than brought jeff ah kor to doctor. stupid doc. his eye already blue-black. still say nth wrong. go bang wall die luhs. ppl kao their face to earn money de lehs. kuku doctor. than me, ah kor & jeff ah kor went to la kopi. chit chat. than felix ahkor came. so funny lo. we talk till so loud than ppl keep staring at us. hehes. than reach home 1am plus. than wash up than sleeep.

SUN
practically nth much. SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY! hehehs.

MON
Woke up abt 12 plus. watch tv; wrap presssy. After that went showering. than 72-ed to mall. Than 147-ed to bencoolen. Meet saosao and joeleen ah jie. IS DAMN CROWDED. shit. than take taxi to sao sao house. than they cook. i see and eat the food. HAHAHA. i eat alort of stuff man. than in the end everyone have nth much to eat hehes. cos me, ah kor and ah jie eat FINISH the sausage. hehs. than ppl start arriving. damn lo. we din countdown. still give jiayi scold. lols. say i din say merry christmas to her. than 1am they exchange gifts. than awhile later. anthony ahkor,peili ah jie, shuhui jiejie, felix ahkor, jeff ah kor, michelle ahjie left. so sad lo. than me, joeleen ahjie, saosao, preeya jiejie & her bf , and mak ah kor and jovin played some games. walau i drink alort lehs. than last shot they go mix vodka with sherry. so left 3 shots. i win lobster and saosao. BUT! lost to preeya jiejie. shit man i drink the last shot. ITS AWFUL!!!!!! ARRRRRRR. Total i drink i batley WITH damn milk. 2 cocktail. YUMMY! 1 sherry. and the stupid last shot. AWWWWWWWWW! shit jovin damn lucky. all the time cocktail & coke nia. no wine! BOOOO! i keep getting siao siao de. & i keep losing to lobster! SAD LUHS! we ended the game at 4am. than clear. than watch dvd. till 7am. than joeleen jiejie left. than slack at there. than 5 plus reach home. cool man! I HAVE AN AWSOME PARTY!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!